PaulBlog

...so dark and deep and overwhelming.

2005-12-17T20:32:57Z

Well, I've decided that anyone who has any good morals to them at all is depressed right now. There's one giant funk that's linking all of us teens that actually care about more than music, sex, and drugs. Sad D: And I'm basing this a lot off convos, blogs, and stuff around school. It's freaky.

...so yeah. I'm busy feeling sad and thinking about how crapped up the world is right now. Even trying to keep from swearing in my blogs. How nice.

I wrote a song last night. It was about suicide, but I'm not suicidal XD zomg no. Just felt in the mood to start writing some nice punk music~ It's rather sad. Anyways, I don't usually write dark poetry/songs. Guess I'm starting to. Usually it was really light stuff XD I saved the bad stuff for my short stories <3 Horror <3

Anyways, that's what my MSN names are. They keep switching to different lyrics of the song.

"Yeah, the blood's flowing freely now.
I heard someone call my name, I think...
The blood's coming out, it's almost a pour.
It's too late for me, go find someone else to save."

When you put it to a beat it's much better~ looks just like poetry now. That's one of my favorite chorus things. I guess. 228 words. whoo!

Listening to some great music. *switches to Greenday* I really need something to fit my mood ._.;

But I have a dance to go to tonight and I'm really excited <33 There's this girl <33 That I'm going with <33

Heh.

Anyways, this is more for the PC ring now. MySpace for IRL friends, this for other friends =]

~Paul

Updating =D

2005-08-03T03:21:53Z

Yep...updating because of Ashley ^^

I wouldn't get anything done without her bugging me xD So...ya.

I'm depressed...about something. Which I can't remember XD So, ATM, I'm happy =D And I'm working more on FE8 which is good. I took a break from that game. I think my favorite character in that game would be...Knoll? He's my summoner.

In other news...there really is none XD Oh no...I remembered what I was depressed about =/ Watching Constantine. No clue why it made me depressed ^^;

On MSN I have fun talking with a lot of my friends =D Holly's pretty much the only person that uses AIM for me XD But this guy's sn is iJizincans4money and I get a kick out of it XD No clue who that kid is. I stole Holly's complete buddy list :P

*sigh*

More mindless babblings! wtcBB is like my new favorite BB. One of my friends says it's messy, but, meh...I love it XD That's why I'm hoping to switch phpBB into it. PaulForums will be a lot better with it ^^

GMAIL is the BEST EVER! If you're still stuck on hotmail, email me at paul.php@gmail.com . I'll send you an invite. I've got like 100 of them =)

~Paul

>.>;

2005-07-23T18:49:44Z

I'm only updating because Ashley wanted me too XD

Over the summer I've done lots of things so far....swimming, camping, making websites, blah blah blah. Basically...I'm sad to see it go =/ Now I'm depressed that I only have one more month left!

I'm also depressed because Ashley, Callan, and I didn't go to MOA and dress up like the characters =/ That was gonna be BOSS! But...;-; I'll just sit here crying and thinking of what could've been.

We've got kittens now~ The one cat's son screwed...so...>.>; We've got some inbred cats >.<; My aunt is taking one of them soon, and one fell off of our retaining wall. Oops!

Ummm...what to say?! PaulHQ is FINALLY up! Remember, it's just http://paulhq.com ! So VISIT! There's also forums there....that you should join. I want to switch from phpBB to IceBB or even XMB. But neither are downloading right.

I'm also plugging along at writing Siren Town and God Slayer. Both are turning out stellar IMO.

Ah well...I'm bored of this XD

~Paul

I'm alive

2005-06-18T01:43:48Z

If you're reading this, you have too much time on your hands. Idle hands are the devil's tools, if ya know what I mean ^_~

Anyways...I'll try to actually update later.

~Paullular

0.o;;

2005-06-04T02:12:00Z

I haven't gotten my site up xD

Haven't found the right layout yet. The forums are up at http://pforums.paulhq.com You should join. And post too. xD

Anyways, I just got home from the Graduation. It was VERY hot in there... phew... One of the student's speeches was very inspiring. But I forgot his name.

And I'm depressed right now. No reason. GAH!

~Paullular

PaulHQ coming!

2005-05-30T22:31:50Z

ptn.com was taken, so my site name will be PaulHQ. I just sent an email to my host, so hopefully it will be up tomorrow. And...meanwhile...I'll find a layout for it >.<;;

I need to turn in my Lanturn application, which was due Thursday...and I was supposed to turn it in Friday...and tomorrow it will be Tuesday...and meh v.v;; Hope I still get the spot xD Guess what? I want to be the website editor! SURPIRSE! I hope none of you are really suprised.

Oh ya...and I'm changing the name of my blog to be PaulBlog...to go along with PaulReport, PaulHQ, PaulForums, etc. xD

Umm...our school dance totally suxxored, so I went to Betsy's house until 11...that was a lot more fun. Bobby went too. I guess that was a bit of a random factoid =P

Let's see...what else is going on? I'm going to play Tennis tonight with Betsy in 1 1/2 hrs. That should be fun. xD

And...I had forgotten about my LJ until Ashley told me to update it again. xP Thanks Ashley!

I'll tell you all when my site/forums go online. It'll be awesome! =3

~Paullular

EDIT: Ashley did this thing for me. Here are the results:

Your first full name Paul
Your personality rates a eight
your best quality is youre talented
your worst quality is you feel lonely sometimes
this is because you were born this way

Sorry 0.o;;

2005-05-25T23:15:59Z

Ashely's been bugging me to update this. Actually, right now I'm talking to Mrs. Guest, so that's really cool =3 She's getting a piano I guess. ^^;

Anyway, end of the school year soon. Very glad. Finals suck though >.<;;

Good news: I'm getting my hosting soon! I'm not sure what domain I want though. *sigh* Better think of one quick. www.paullular.com is open =P

I'm totally out of time >.<;; Ciao!

~Paullular

Nervous 0.0;;;

2005-05-18T19:55:38Z

I'm at school, supposed to be doing work. Lucky the teacher isn't looking at me xD

~Paullular

Hi. 0.o;; Guess this is my BLOG!

2005-05-18T02:36:11Z

I did have a MySpace from MSN, but it suxxored. LJ is so much better =P

Anyway, it's like 9:30 and I'm tired already v.v;; Rather sad I know. Oh well.

Want to know a bit about me? I guess I'm an aspiring webmaster/novelist/game designer. Currently I'm obsessed with Nintendo and their current Revolution/DS Online/GBMicro projects. The 360/PS3 are also cool, but I'm way more of a Nintendo fan. Have any of you seen teh new Zelda trailer? TOTAL AWESOME-NESS! I've only read about it [stupid dial-up] but I've seen GREAT screenshots! Link, wolf! Awesome! w00t! Super Smash Brothers: Online is going to totally PWN too! But Zelda will still be one of the greatest games of the year. I have a: Gamecube, DS, GBA SP, NES, and an UBER nice computer [new] =3 This time around I'll be buying all the new next-gen consoles.

Along with gaming, the internet is my other huge interest. You can reach me via MSN messenger with elementalgaming@gmail.com ... green99boy for AIM. That's not really what I'm into though. Webmastering is my true passion. Just wait until I get paullular DOT COM! It'll be totally PWNAGE! Summer project. Right now I've got finals coming up v.v;;

Writing/reading is also a hobby. I'm a huge writer, so, its only natural that I had to have a blog. I'm not a big journal person though, more of a short-story author at the moment. If you're a publisher: email me! xD I'm looking for some anthologies to have my short stories published in. At the moment I'm preparing my work of two companies in hopes that they'll like them enough. Just to let you know "teh" means "the". It's a cultural thing, not a spelling error. lol.

I need to go to sleep. So. I guess I'll go now. Is this long for a blog post? Do I care? Not really =P

~Paullular [Guess my real name!]

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Ok, its Paul. I hope those dots caused suspense for you =P